I’ve been under anti-depression and self-construction courses and medications for the whole past month. It is not that I want to be a better person only, but somehow people were the ones to drive me into this.
what really makes me uneasy, that a close people of mine were the cause of this, and when I started it, some others, who perticially know that am under anti-depression medications, never took the chance to ask ” Feras, is everything alright ? is something worng ? “. Or is it that am expecting too much from people ? and people have their own problems ? I don’t think so, becuase if it was me I’d defenitly ask and try to help. But people keep losing faith, maybe because my continues mistakes ? oh well, if they knew … they wouldn’t
if they knew how did I feel … they wouldn’t want this for their enemies
if they knew how much I’ve been through … they wouldn’t act like they did
if they knew how much I care … they wouldn’t step in this phase
if they only knew … they wouldn’t =)
enough durama, am going to Dubai soon for my first Globe ENIOS team meeting =D